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ONCE AGAIN I AM COLD.......

2004-11-08T15:22:46Z

so i woke up really tired, but them once i got up and chatted with julie who was wide awake and in great spirits i felt much better.....then i had to go to class and watch another depressing video about the israel/palestine conflict which has made me very tired once again....HONESTLY....ha

so my mom is leaving for her big annual shopping trip with the ladies this weekend....so that means i wont see her when i go home...*TEAR* ah well i know she always has a super fabulous time and its good for her to get away and do something really fun

today is jessie's mom's birthday. sunday is jessie's birthday. dawn's bday is the 20th, and jenn's bday is the 21st!!! woo craziness. i'm buying my big fat greek wedding for jessie's mom....i have no idea what i'm getting jess, but we are going to church together on sunday...she's coming to mine and then i'm going to hers! hehe i cant wait...my favorite pastor is going to be at my church on sunday....PETER!!! i think you know him beck. peter remick. he lives right near the big apple in orland...yea...i love that man

ok so i guess thats it for now...dont want to bore you all too much at one time!

i really like 4Fold

2004-11-07T23:05:16Z

yo hottie I AM FREEZING!!! we have the thermostat on 80 and i'm still cold....dont feel any heat at all....but thats my daily 'i'm cold' complaint for ya

julie, heather, sam, and i went to big g's for breakfast today! i don't think any of us really wanted to get up for it, but we wanted the yummy food hehe. i had my usual pancakes with lots of strawberries!!!! thats the only way i will eat pancakes. otherwise i dont like them....yes i am very strange. i would much rather have waffles, but for some reason they dont have em. whodathunk??

tawny and i met this afternoon about our policy paper. we went over some main sections and got a good portion done. she is happy about our progress and thinks we are good to go, but i'm still freakin out. she seems to be writing a bulk of the paper. i feel bad. but she will be better at those parts, and i am doing the financial analysis part, so i think she's just happy that she doesnt have to do that. i dont know. i just always feel like a horrible partner, cause others can do things on their own better than i can. i always need some guidance or something. i am going to get her a big fat juicy gift when we're done for putting up with me-->the slowest, most un-independent partner in the world. she and i are also doing one more paper together after this one, and a presentation on the fraud paper we did together already. wahoo i really dont know how she puts up with me. she's very intelligent and independent. and i'm two steps behind....

yesterday i did all of the ratio calculations, so now i have to go through and say something about each one. yipee sorry i'm boring you with my "I HATE POLICY I'M FREAKIN OUT" stories.

BUT i am so excited that this week is a short week!! we have friday off for observation of vets day. yehaa. wednesday is girls night out..its free movie night in augusta, so we're going to the olive garden, then maybe old navy if we have time, and then we're going to see 'friday night lights'...or somethign like that. its about a football team in a run down town and has tim mcgraw in it. ha i'm sure thats why heather wants to see it. but i think it might be good.......THEN i'm going to my sister's on friday and we are going to meet sandra (my fav cousin!! who lives in mass) and we're going out to eat....and maybe we can go to the old navy in new hampshire and not have to pay tax!!! wahoooo ha i'm awful...so anyway my point is it helps me a lot to have things to look forward to in order to get myself thru the crappy times.

hi. my name is debra robertson. and this is my life story. the end.

yep so i should get to work i guess...cause the paper isnt going to write itself...although that would be stupendous

hi my name is debra i'm your friend it's nice to meet you

2004-08-31T17:20:02Z

ha dork!

here is my first attempt to stay better in touch. but the way my classes are going to kick my butt i'm not sure how well i will do. yes so i have to write about 80 bazillion pages for papers in like every class. they're all very intense. i estimated about 8 breakdowns for the semester....actually its just a random number but we'll see how accurate it is. and the class i had just before lunch put me to sleeeep!!!!!!! the teacher talks forever about stuff not pertaining to the class. i seriously need something to wake me up and motivate me. cause doing some reading might be the final punch to nap land. i've had a fun couple days, but that might be the most i see for a while. i know i'll have squirts of fun here and there, but not like getting to visit people a lot or just pick up and go do something. but yadda yadda doing this gets me nowhere.

i love our suite and my girls. this year is going to be super in terms of living conditions. having julie right next door is quite the distraction. she's just so hot.

this weekend i'm going to nh with jess to visit zech and to go to his church. i've been there once before and i loved it. so i'm excited. then sunday i'm driving home cause i'm going to work on monday. i'm going to do the banking and then go to the fair for a bit. hopefully mom will go with me. but i have to be back at 630 for a softball meeting. coach likes to ruin long weekends.

so i could probably write more, but i need to get studying....and i have to poop again...dang excretory system has been giving me slight problems lately. i'm hoping it will straighten itself out sooooon.

oh and i'm hoping to continue the devotionals soon. sorry i stopped. i started going to work early instead of taking the time to post those. but i want to get back into it. so i'll probably start today. enjoy!

SHINDIG!!

2004-07-10T16:13:42Z

so today is the big day in little ol' p-town. there was a parade this mornign and activities all throughout the day. dawn and i are going to man our church's booth later. we had mugs made up and some other things. they're cute! then tonight is the church supper--the STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE supper!!!!!!!! ooooooooh i hope there's some left over!! then there's a street dance or something. i dont know if we can handle all this excitement! hehe

i went to ellsworth this morning to deposit some money at peoples and then i stopped in to see miss hottie herself jen at work. she was surprised. it was great. then i went back to blue hill and got my hair cut. i love getting my haircut. cause i'm a geeeeeek!!

it's such a beautiful day. maybe we'll go climb the mountain later. that would be great. but actually now that i think about it we probably won't have time. sad face!! (hehe thats for you jules)

oh last night i talked to julie on the phone for 2 hrs!! it was great. i love ya jules. only three days till JULIE DAY!! hehe. dawn and i are going out to eat with jules tues and then she's taking us to maine made so we can get mom a bday present. the hot lady she is might even get us a discount. oh yea.

hugs and kisses ;-)

i can't move!

2004-07-05T21:20:29Z

so i'm a littl sore from yesterday's run. and sitting all day at work doesnt help at all!! hehe. it took me all day to do the banking. it was crazy. only three of the nine drawers had the correct credit card total. ha like anyone knows what i'm talking about....

aaaaaaaaand i just lost the sound on my speakers. pieces of crap. i bet restarting my computer will fix em!!

note to self: call heather tonight.

i think its going to be a lazy evening. sounds like a good time. hopin julie will call. should do some exercise...but ya know how that goes.

so anyway this is why i dont write too often--not much to say! so sorry for the boring entry folks. maybe more excitment will come later.

base213 @ 2004-04-26T17:13:00

2004-04-26T21:22:43Z

so i've decided that food hates me. it started this weekend. it kinda gets frustrating cause i know its the food i eat, but i'm so picky i dont know what else to eat. i tried to nap off my tummy ache, but its still there a little. and now i'm left feeling tired still and unmotivated.

BUT kat made me a balloon giraffe!! hahaha. she's so cute. it's a blue giraffe. i'm gonna make it have eyes.

today is a nice day off. playoffs start wednesday, but we won't know until after today if we earned home field or not. hope we do cause husson's field sucks!

we didnt get back from mass last night until about 10:30 and i went to bed, so i had an hour this morning between classes to study for my physics test. it was ok, except for chapter 15 cause i never got to read it and i missed one class of discussion about it. so ya know we'll see how it comes out.

i'm wearing julie's sweatshirt today! :) its nice and comfy and it smells like her. i like it. hehe i'm a dork.

so i guess i gotta go try to get motivated. my reading will probably just put me right back to sleep! ha

miss you beck and love you lots. hope your speech went well. i'm sure you did awesome cause you are amazing. call me

it's the big 20!

2004-04-21T13:03:25Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCKKKKK!!

p.s. i miss your saggin tits!! ;-)

ho hum

2004-03-04T00:58:18Z

i'm still really bummin that julie cant come home with me this weekend.....ya thats my story

yo hotties

2004-03-03T18:27:57Z

i dont feel like doing any homework yet, so i'm doing this instead! things have been pretty busy since i've gotten back from break. and it's going to get worse up until we go on our trip....but at least i have something to look forward to. i'm gonna have to take two tests early cause i'm gonig to miss them while we're gone. i have to write a 5pg paper for maine history....it shouldnt be too bad i just have to find the time to get it done. the next hist test is next wed, so i need 923847 hrs to memorize all that crap. BUT i'm taking julie home this saturday for the night so i can show here where i live. i'm so excited! i like to share the beauty of the coast! haha that sounds emo, but its ok i like it. softball is starting to be a pain...but i'm trying to make the best of it. blah. OOOOOOOOOHH more good news!! mom told me that i got my fed tax return in the mail finally, AND sandra invited us to her house in mass for easter!! that makes me happy. she's my idol. she and dawn. i've told them this, but they just laugh...haha. well i'll cut off my tendency to babble right here--

I MISS YOU BEEEECCCKK!!!

its been a while...

2004-03-01T16:49:30Z

thanks beck. sorry we havent had a chance to chat lately. being busy is butch. ya know. thanks for wishin me luck. it went ok i guess. a lot of kids werent happy about a lot of the questions tho. so i'm sure we'll have a nice argue session with the teacher next class. i'm waiting for my next class, which is the one i have a quiz in. i havent studied. i just read over the notes from class once. hopefully the review will be helpfull. i have CRAPPY nonprofit homework tonight that i am dreading. probably wont even end up doing it cause i dont want to....tho i have to tell myself to at least attempt cause gilbert likes to check....it would help if we actually talked about the material before we had to do problems, but no he doesnt know how to teach. we're supposed to read this 30pg chapter and then do problems that take up lots more time. this class stinks i tell ya. no one likes it. oh well. i gotta gooooo. miss ya love ya

base213 @ 2004-02-26T13:51:00

2004-02-26T18:42:34Z

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2004-02-19T15:13:14Z

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julie flies home from PA today. pray for a safe flight.

feelin weird this morning. gotta do something to get me back with it.

yo hum i'm home

2004-02-15T16:38:17Z

yep here i am at home....by myself...haha...and i got to go to church this morning!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

dawn is coming home tonight cause she has a swim meet in belfast so instead of going all the way back to d-f she's just coming here. yay! then she and i and i are going to her place for the night on monday.....then i'm coming back here tues night cause i'm helping a lady from my church with her computer on wednesday HA! we'll see how that goes....dawns coming back probably thursday and we are leaving from here to go to my cousins in dracutt mass. its gonna be a great break!!

yesterday was awesome. heather and julie were my valentines!! :-) i stayed at heathers fri night adn while she and miah went to a wedding on saturday julie and i went ice skating!! it was a nice day too! i love that girl. then julis dropped me off at the school where i met heather for the concessions. it wasnt very busy but i had a great time anyway. after we cleaned up, heather and i got to shoot some hoops together like old time! that was great. then we went back to her house and i got my stuff and drove home. heather is waaaaaaaaaay too good to me. she bought me a dove chocolate rose and a cute little white teddy bear for valentines! all i could get for her was one of those lame cartoon valentines cause i have no money.....but its the thought that counts right?? :-/ oh well one of these days i'm gonna be able to really show her how much i appreciate all she does for me.

jen i miss the heck out of ya!!!!! hope everything is goin great for ya. i hope to call you sometime today. i'm so glad our friendship stays strong even when i don't see you for months at a time. THANK YOU. love ya

tacos are the only food the TC caf can't mess up!

2004-02-12T17:25:02Z

hahah. i'm sitting with jenn before her class...her teacher is so cute...and its hilarious cause she loves matt, so she loves jenn too. ha i walked in with jenns softball bag and walked to her seat and the teacher is looking at me...i didnt notice...jenn said you looked confused and she said yea i am...cause she didnt know what the heck i was doing here haha...ok i'm easily amused

julie's mom bought me a valentines present!! i feel so loved :-)....and julie bought me one of those fake pretty colored tipped roses with drops that look like real rain drops....i wanted to cry!! it was so great. and i felt bad cause i have NO money to buy her anything good...i just got some of those silly cartoon valentines that my mom got at the store. yea that its. but she knows i love her so its ok :-)

BE SMART TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahah jenn is so cute..she had to make a brochure about smoking and drugs and thats what she wrote on the front in blue glitter with a really cute heart person with little legs. haha ok its about time for me to leave cause all the students are coming in. love ya people!!

muenster cheese!

2004-02-09T19:54:22Z

soooooo i feel great cause i just ran for 30 MINS!!!! i can't believe it. i just kept going. it was nice. the team is going out to a movie together tonight during our practice time so i thought i should be a good american citizen and go running. we're going to see miracle, the movie about the 1980 USA hockey team's upset over russia. coach kept telling us that we had to go see it cause it's all about team and doing what it takes to help the team. so we were like we should all go together...so we are. it should be fun. i'm riding to augusta with heather,and whoever goes with her...hot hot times.

i'm kinda in a weird mood today...not really sure what it is or where it came from....maybe that nap earlier today wasnt a good idea....who knows.

i gotta start studying for a physics test that i have on wednesday...and then i have a business law test friday. and i have to be fully prepared for that one the night before cause we have early practice fri morning and then i have class at 8 adn then at 9 is the test. so i gotta get my tush movin.

i gotta go wake up julie from a nap in a few mins....yum that ham and muenster cheese sandwhich with miracle whip was GREAT!! the end

SAC

2004-02-08T01:43:58Z

my ra just told me she got red sox tickets for august!! i'm soooooooo jealous!!! she ordered them online and was in a "virtual waiting room" all day until she finally got it. craziness!! i reaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllly hope we can get tickets for a game while we're in florida. that would be so RAD. mmmmmmmm

so i'm eating bluberry yogurt cause i apparently picked the wrong one. its ok i guess....just kinda surprised me.

today kinda sucked cause i had NO day. i had to do concessions at the basketball game. we had to start setting up at 2:30, the game was at 4, and then we had practice from 6-8 and i just got back here. yipee what a day.

i did finally get to talk to my mom today. they are having a great time. i love it that they are.
AND before that i called my favorite cousin to talk to her a little about our trip to go see her and its gonna be great. then i called my sister to tell her what was going on. so i got to talk to three GREAT people within a short time period today! hot times.

only one more week til VACATION!!!!!!! i cant wait.

breathe

2004-02-04T18:10:17Z

so did anyone realize monday was groundhog day?? haha i just saw it when i looked on the calendar. HA

a big thanks to julie cause she found ways to make me smile during all this stuyding crap....who invited school anyway??!
and thanks to jen, and jenn of course for always caring. i love you guys.

oh how could i forget the good news:: MY PARENTS MADE IT TO HAWAII SAFE AND SOUND!!!! my dad's brithday was yesterday. hawaii is one heck of a birthday present!!! and my parents will still be there for their anniversary too. i'm so happy that they got to do this. have i mentioned yet that they really deserved this??! hehe

i think i'm gonna take a trip home tomorrow cause i gotta get my visa bill and the case of PROPEL my dad ordered for me. and then i'm gonna go home with jenn fri night. i finally get to see her dog!! and maybe her brother tooooooo!! woo hotness. ha

yo ho its february

2004-02-02T15:21:50Z

like woah! crazy stuff. but at least there's only two weeks until vacation!!!!!! man i can't wait i'm gonna actually do stuff and have a great time. BUT first i gotta get thru four tests in the next two weeks....

i'm worried about julie...and her mom. she doesnt feel well today, like she thinks she's gonna throw up....and within the last 15 mins she left to see if her mom is ok. i dont know what happened thats just what her away message says. and it says to please pray for her mom. soooooo all you good ladies out in arkansas that are reading this please pray for my friend julie. she's a great gal...just ask jen.
and please pray for my mom and dad and nana and aunt who are flying to hawaii today. thanks.

got lots to do today and tomorrow to study for two tests and a quiz for wednesday....hope i can get it all done.

ps....it's NOT 40 below with wind chill here!!!

EAT THIS!

2004-01-30T01:34:01Z

"Just because we pursued and landed a couple of elite pitchers [Schilling and closer Keith Foulke], it doesn't make us the Yankees," Epstein said, and he may have been right.

Maybe it makes them better than the Yankees.

HA!!

J'AIME LES FRAISES!!!

2004-01-29T03:06:14Z

AKA...i love strawberries!!! YUM.

yea so the first half of my day was crappy, but i dont wanna relive the past and it doesnt matter anymore cause its all better now. i got a valentines package from my parents. that made me smile. then just before practice my mom called and they got to portland early and safely. that was a relief. so then i went to practice and it went well. actually had a good time.

tomorrow i need to get some serious work done cause i didnt really do anything today. and i have some errands to run. yup.

sooo now i'm going to go enjoy my strawberries and go to bed soon.

oooh and i almost forgot, i had a message on my phone when i got back from practice. it was my favorite cousin who lives in mass and she said that she knew everyone was gone so she just wanted to let me know that if i needed anything i could call her. i love my family.

and thanks jen for listening to me today. love ya.

no more

2004-01-26T00:40:28Z

my giffords frozen yogurt is no good anymore. i left it on the outside window sill, but theres something not right about it. oh well guess i really dont need it. hehe

i went out to a greek restaurant with jenn and her parents in portland yesterday. it was fun. her dad kept teasing me that every time he sees me it costs him money. haha. i know he was just kidding, but i kinda felt bad. it was funny cause i couldnt pronounce any of the names cause it was greek--literally!! haha.

today's practice wasnt hard. coach rod didnt stay cause he got in a car accident last night. he rolled it over and hit a telephone pole. his left hand was really swollen and he had cuts on his hands and face. i dunno about him.

tomorrow i'm going to my sister's to help her grade some papers. haha. her grades have to be in by friday. she's been sick and has been going to bed early, plus she helps coach the swim team there on mwf so she hasnt gotten a lot of work done lately. so i told her i'd come help. we'll see if i can handle grading some fourth grade material...hehe

beck i love you everything will be ok

glad its the weekend

2004-01-24T14:33:48Z

had my meeting with coach this morning so i had to get up a little earlier that i would have liked too. oh well. he kept emphasizing the fact that i need to "step out of my box"....yea yea i know that, but i dont like to be pushed.

now i'm hungry but the caf doenst open til 11, and that wont do me any good cause i have practice at 12. but jenns parents are taking us out to eat for lunch so that should be yummy! i love them they are great! yea and i ate way too much pizza last night...of course! i'm sure that was predictable.

so i finally know where julie lives now!! hehe. she had to pick up a couple things at her house yesterday so i went with her. she lives pretty close to heather. hot hot. OH!! it was gage's 3rd birthday yesterday!!! (heather's son) he is the cutest kid in the world. i'm going to marry him.....ok so maybe he's a little young for me know, but later on age doesnt mean that much right???

my parents are leaving for their three week vacation on wednesday. kinda makes me sad to know that i wont be able to just pick up the phone and call my mom when i need too. but i'm glad they are doing this. they deserve it. my mom is actually working today cause they have to get their taxes stuff done. i will miss them but they will have a great time. everyoen should go to hawaii in their lifetime. its amazing there! and my nana and aunt are going too! its great for them.

well i guess thats enough of my book! gotta find something to eat so i can digest it before pracice.

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

2004-01-22T14:47:38Z

Congratulations!! You passed the proficiency exam. Your transcript will reflect this with a grade of P.

YESSSSSSSSS I DONT HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN!!! hotness.

indecisive

2004-01-21T23:26:48Z

so i thought i was supposed to meet my sister tonight after practice cause she wants to borrow my snowshoes....she called once while i was at practice adn didnt leave a message. now i call her back and her phone's not on. so i dont know whats goin on, and i can't concentrate on anything else.....

i have no idea how to do my nonprofit homework. the chapter was long and i dont understand it, and gilber can't explain anything. so i cant decide whether to forget it altogether, or possibly waste some time trying to figure it out. it would probably be more productive if i did other homework instead.

cant wait til friday night after practice. adn then sat after practice. it should be a good weekend.

and i have to meet with coach tomorrow before practice to see if he's going to let me go see my parents before they leave for three weeks. humph.

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yes my sister just called. we're meeting on friday instead. i can relax now! i'm such a worrier!! hehe

poop on coach

2004-01-21T03:39:24Z

so the first day of practice was easy. tomorrow starts conditioning....won't be easy anymore. blah i dont like starting over.

i talked to coach after practice cause my parents are leaving for vacation next wed adn they want to meet my sister and me in bangor for supper tues night....but we have practice from 5:30-7:30....so he said we'll talk tomorrow....which means he doesnt like the idea. jeez heaven forbid i miss practice. he knows i go to every single one and work hard. and its a family thing which he has said is an acceptible excuse to miss practice. my parents wont be happy if he doesnt let me go. neither will i. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

and its just about my bed time. gotta get up at 7 every morning. poop

heather, miah, and gage are GREAT people. i love them.

and i tipped overrrrr..........